You can joke about it all you want.
But it’s still true..
FUCK.
Do you actually not see? I fell hard for you, but you just ignored it. I would’ve given the world for you to feel the same way. But you just pushed me aside and now I don’t even know if we’re friends. I’ll admit, I probably shouldn’t have fallen for you. You’re too good for me. But I couldn’t help it. And now.. now it just hurts.
Ugh.
I wish I could just leave. Go some place and never come back. I want to go live in a commune. At least I wouldn’t be judged there. Not by the way I look. I get it, I’m fat and unattractive in every way. But stop fucking rubbing it in my face, society. I want to go some place where looks and shit don’t matter and I’m judged on the content of my character. I just don’t want to fucking keep going with this shit anymore. Fuck. This.
Fuck today.
Seriously. There’s nothing in this world that I want more right now than to just fucking die in a hole.
I have no one to turn to.
I’m just gonna go crawl in a hole and FUCKING DIE.
Why do I even fucking try?
introducingme Asked
<3
viva-la-revolucion Asked
Rawr, you seem depressed and stressed as fuck. Though I barely know you, I love you, and you are an awesome person with an amazing mind. The small shitastic town will drive you insane and the people here are boring and limited. You will go places in life and I hope you start a big revolution to destroy the fucked up system. Whenever you feel like everyones left, know I am here if you need anything. <3
Thank you so much, Rachel. That really means a lot to me. It really does. I needed that a lot. I love you too and I’m always here if you need anything
